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Tidur Malam Hari

Aku dan Kamu terpisah jarak dan budaya.

Aku dan Kamu tak bisa semudah itu berbahasa

Perbedaan aturan main menjadi kekangan sendiri dibatin. 
Hati merindu tak dapat dilampiaskan dengan berkaca pada lagu.

Asumsi dan prediksi bahwa kamu kelak berubah tentu tak dapat ditepis. 
Walau begitu aku tetap mencoba tidak pesimis.

Tidak hanya sekali dua kali, gangguan ini justru membuatku ikut menari. 
Ingin ku terus menggapai, tapi apadaya tak sedikit yang malah melerai.

Rasa yang muncul ini mungkin endhorpin sesaat.
Tapi karena ini aku mendapat semangat.

Yang tadi ku pikir akan datang lebih lama lagi, ternyata menjengukku tidur dimalam hari.


Tulisan dalam akun tumblr pribadi, 2018.

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