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기억해줘요 내 모든 날과 그때를

듣고있나요 나의 이 모든 얘기를 그댈 향한 내 깊은 진심을 매일 그리움 속에 그대를 불러보지만 닿을 수 없는 마음을 나도 이젠 알 것 같아요 내 안의 그대를 놓을 수 없네요 애써도 그게 잘 안돼요 마음과 반대로 밀어내려 할수록 이토록 더 아파지네요 기억하나요 나의 이 모든 얘기를 그댈 향한 내 깊은 진심을 매일 그리움 속에 그대를 불러보지만 닿을 수 없는 마음을 나도 이젠 알 것 같아요 스쳐가는 이 계절을 지나 언젠가는 멀어질 걸 아니까 더 모질게 그댈 밀어냈어요 너무 가슴이 미칠 듯 아파도 듣고 있나요 나의 이 모든 얘기를 그댈 향한 내 깊은 진심을 매일 그리움 속에 그대를 불러보지만 닿을 수 없는 마음을 나도 이젠 알 것 같아요 아무 이유 없이 눈물 나는 날에는 그댈 찾아가고 있네요 이렇게 기억해줘요 내 모든 날과 그때를 지울수록 선명해지니까 가슴 아프겠지만 그대를 보내야 해요 나를 기억해주세요 나 그대만 사랑했음을 Gummy
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Only then

나를 사랑하는 법은 어렵지 않아요 지금 모습 그대로 나를 꼭 안아주세요 우리 나중에는 어떻게 될진 몰라도 정해지지 않아서 그게 나는 좋아요 남들이 뭐라는 게 뭐가 중요해요 서로가 없음 죽겠는데 뭐를 고민해요 우리 함께 더 사랑해도 되잖아요 네가 다른 사람이 좋아지면 내가 너 없는 게 익숙해지면 그때가 오면 그때가 되면 그때 헤어지면 돼 너를 사랑하는 법도 어렵지 않아요 한 번 더 웃어주고 조금 더 아껴주면 우리 사랑하는 법도 어렵지 않아요 매일 처음 만난 눈빛으로 서로를 바라봐 주면 남들이 뭐라는 게 뭐가 중요해요 서로가 없음 죽겠는데 뭐를 고민해요 우리 함께 더 사랑해도 되잖아요 네가 다른 사람이 좋아지면 내가 너 없는 게 익숙해지면 그때가 오면 그때가 되면 그때 그때 그때 네가 원하든 말든 널 잡을 거고 내가 더 이상 지쳐 걷지 못할 때 그때가 오면 그때가 되면 그때 헤어지면 돼 그때 헤어지면 돼 Roy Kim

Thoughts: She (still, for now) Wishes.

I depended my happiness. And, it was the Best yet Worst path I have ever took. Seems like it was just yesterday. He talked on how they might work out, How he doesn't even care how this turns out, and they agreed to not decide. Now, it looks like she has a lot on her shoulder suddenly. Like it was all on her. She would have to take responsibility, on what was theirs to make. Semester is over, But more goes into it. Them, was just not there anymore. It was not written in any books, in any poets, nor in any songs. They all said either to let go, or just don’t decide on anything. The year is almost over, But it took up more than just time for us. The clock struck one, and one went down. And on the other side, she froze. As if the clock stops ticking on her. She would not want to let go. Thousands of pros and cons had ran over her head millions of times. What she could not muster up was the talk. Also the courage to take action. She could not bear witn

Loose Rope

I mourn for today, for it was my lost. And for it I kept on blaming myself, without a single solution. Hanging on a loose rope. Where both ends used to be hold on tight for dear life, and now it seems like one has let that go. If there was a day I needed you to make me feel better - or even just okay- then surely it's today. Because today, well, it has been a bad week. It was those bad days where everything feels wrong because nothing went right. Also it was one of those bad days that forms a crack. The kind of day you get bad news and know - or at least kept thinking- that more bad days lie in wait. It was one of those days you're afraid is only the beginning of whatever is going to break. But then again, as much as I hope you to, it was my fault for the bad days. Sadly enough, what victim would embrace the suspect after the deeds are done.

Burning Woods

In the morning, I awoke to the sound of the skies. Looking forward, I see us. Being happy, cheery, and relaxed. But the sky suddenly darkens itself. I held back my tears missing how such a lovely weather it had been. But yes, I threw a fire into the woods. It produced smokes, spread across the land. In the dark, I lost the sight of us. The sight of the happy, cheery, and relaxed us. I wish and I wish and I wish I could put the fire to rest. Yet, it has burned to the ground, only ashes remains. O' Dear rain, Wet the land and I'll grow some more plants. To protect, to keep, and to grow. I miss the moments, I miss the happiness.

Waktu, Situasi, dan Kamu.

Mungkin aku terlalu terlelap Terlena buaian ombak malam Tinggi dan dalam Mungkin juga aku terjebak Dalam untaian kata berjuta rasa Mengukir pagi hingga pagi Dari hati sampai ke nurani Hari ini, tak seperti kemarin sore Jujur aku hanya melihat gelap Ditengah terangnya sinar surya Aku, kehilangan aku. Terlambat aku sadar? Ya, bisa jadi Kamu yang kini jauh Menjadi tak acuh hingga emosi berlabuh Sinis, dari Kamu yang dulu bertutur manis Sarkas, dari Kamu yang ketulusannya membekas Kenapa kini kita berubah? Aku pikir dan telah rasa kita untuk selamanya Tetapi goresan itu telah aku yang perbuat, kan? Antara Aku dan Kamu, Ada Waktu dan Situasi. Jatinangor. 30 April 2019. 23.04.

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